Nights pass by, night after night
Days don’t shine anymore 
Maa went to somewhere else
She either sleeps in silence or she wanders with new friends 
Once she tried to touch me after the final departure 
I got scared so she left
Now she either sleeps or talks with new friends
People say that she looks amazingly beautiful
She smiles the same
I need to talk to her
I want to say to touch my forehead
I want to say to get me some sleep
I want to say that I can’t eat because she left
I want to tell her that I no longer have the courage or strength to face this cruel world
Because she took my inspiration while leaving me alone
I need her to show me the way of her new home
From there she could see me but I can’t
I feel so helpless Maa ...

(September 7)